Monday, December 04, 2006


In the Goat there is much power, more than anyone could ever believe or dream. This may be but one religion of many, but it is a religion worth considering. It is not the evil religion that many believe. It gives choices and the ability to feel true love which is unfettered by moral constraints.

Here and now in the Goat I forgive one person that I loved once. In darkness I forgive them. Not in weakness but in strength and the knowledge of choice I forgive them absolutely everything. In dark power I forgive them.  In the blackness of night I forgive them. For whatever they attempted to do to me I forgive them. I choose to forgive them in the informative choices given by the Great Goat. Not in foolishness, but in power I forgive the person completely. I love them darkness and will do so forever. I do not request that the person is good, kind or love me back in any way. However I would ask that they consider their true allegiances. I will be waiting...

All hail to the Goat, hail to the Black Gaslight.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006


The Black Gaslight has always been a respectful and dedicated site. Due to the fact that it was once linked to another site in early 2006, there may be a handful of undesirable persons who may read it. However the Black Gaslight can never be changed. The Black Gaslight is a left hand path site but aims to show that this is not at all 'bad' and gives examples of so called mainstream religions committing evil if you should care to scroll back to the early part of 2006.

Saturday, November 25, 2006


It is good to see that there are help organisations appearing for the benefit of the dark community. It is high time our rights were respected as individuals to practice our beliefs openly. Religion is a very interesting thing. They say faith can move mountains but it is the strength of the will, I think in the end, that matters most.

Religions are classified in different ways. I will describe a few of them.

Satanism is known as a Dualist religion dividng the universe in to two concepts of good and evil, always at war with each other. However since the mind of man can be very flawed, the concept of what is good and what is evil can differ very greatly from individual to individual or sect to sect.

Exclusivist religions do not allow a person to have any other faith or beliefs. The Monotheistic religion is a belief system that has one major deity and no others. Pantheistic religions believe that everything is a deity and everything is worthy of worship. The Atheistic religion has no deities. It has no belief in deity personalities but will in some cases conceed unseen forces.

In a Polytheistic religion there is more than one deity.

What many religions do is teach people to prepare for a spiritual life and many rantings and tirades can be heard on this subject. The strange thing is that spirits and ghosts and all manner of others from the Astral Planes desperately want a physical body, so in actual fact looking after oneself physically and protecting oneself is just as important as the rest, so in this knowledge, the Satanist belief would seem entirely sensible. However as nothing is closed to the open mind, one has to come to these beliefs of their own choice.

A site I found by chance only yesterday, acknowledges that people from the dark community are human beings who have trials and tribulations just like members of other religious groups. They are as normal or abnormal as anyone else is and are really just like everyone else.

I've thought of a few ideas in all seriousness, 'Satanists and Shamens against Stalkers' (SSS) and Occultists Against Eavesdroppers (OAE), also 'Witches Against War'.

Interestingly enough Adolf Hitler had a team of occultists during World War II. Dion Fortune and her group working from Bayswater in London expended much time and energy battling back for Britain.

Some people can carry themselves along through life whilst others wish to take a deeper look at the meaning of being here. Someone once said to me a really funny thing - We are all here, because we are not all there. Common sense and logic prevails of course.

Monday, November 13, 2006


The Goat has shown me the way home. I got a bit lost for a period of time but I believe that I was shown the purity of truth for me at any rate. When you feel you have nothing and feel you have lost almost everything it is suprising how your morals run. Your perceptions change within your mind. What was good and what was bad runs together like a bad watercolour. You stare from your window on to the road. You see the cars and the hills in the distance. You know that somewhere out there your destiny lies. You pick up your scattered conciousness, you draw in your feelers, your Familiars you pull close to you for the hibernation of sweet scented dreams on lavendar pillows in country cottages down weary lanes which you conjour up on the astral planes.

In reality the dirty road is waiting outside and poor bricks are your only guide. Yet you feel the dark power, the strength and support of the hour and you pick up your strengthened soul from the filthy puddle that tried to make a hole in the fabric of your feelings. And the darkness is clean and pure and cleanses every pore of that mean street completely. Instead of degredation, you feel the refeshing cleansing of the dark dawn, the love of the darkness hidden in the asphalt, the gifts of the prayers, the secret hiddden meanings the love support and kindness that rides on the night. All hail to the Gaslight!

Monday, September 04, 2006


Hello from the Black Gaslight. I was temporarily sidetracked. However I have now returned fully to the beautiful dark power of the Black Gaslight. The comfort and security of the dark cannot be surpassed by anything or anyone. The dark holds a dusky divinity that cannot be surpassed, it is always there, always waiting to cure and restore those who need it. It is the phoenix dark quality that guides those who need it back to the path of self respect and self belief.

Friday, July 28, 2006


There is much more untapped, unused power in the physical self than is perhaps at first apparent. Because we are always taught to be spiritual, even just reading 'New Age' magazines, we tend to overlook just what we have and what we can do 'here as we stand'. This is where the Goat Earth philosophy comes in to its own. Unless you have actually tried to make something out of seemingly nothing then you will not understand what I am talking about. You may feel you are nothing. It is not for me to use my essence to make you feel better. Feeling better is only that - a feeling.

Everything you need to succeed you have already. Most people ignore what they have physically in themselves and abuse it. If they are suffering depression they are waiting 'until they feel better', if they are fat they are waiting 'until I lose weight' There are lots of ifs.

The Goat is the power of the now. Use it or lose it. You will not feel better, fitter or happier waiting. Waiting is wasting precious time. You can have what you want now. However, you are required to go and get it yourself. In the Goat you are human, not wrong. You may be fetish and there is always someone who wants your fetish (make no mistake but you have to go and get them). You may be a freak but someone out there will love your freak, want you and like you for it. There is more power in the now than in the National Grid power station. In the Goat you are loved, desired and powerful.

Tuesday, June 27, 2006


We are priviledged to feel bright. The undertow of the dark throws back such power and strength. It is both comforting and strong. Some people spend so much time being out of this world that they seem to forget what is latent within their own selves as they are right now. So many people want to be something else that they forget how much power they have right now as they stand.

One thing I have been doing lately angers me greatly. I have been helping out a man who runs a dating agency. I have phoned a number of people who have enquired about the agency for him. Most of the people I have phoned have been reasonably wealthy and stable - home and car owners in a good financial position or with well paid jobs living in socio-economic classifications from A to C1.

So what is wrong with these fine, confident business ladies? It's their age! The poor and yes I have to say poor (I'm afraid I can't help it) women think that no one will want to be their lover/partner. They don't want friends, they want lovers who want to love them. And all their confidence in this department has crumbled. They sit in their ivory towers, with their holidays and outings and fancy cars and executive jobs and feel absolute rubbish in their psyche just because they are older models, classic cars,the classy chassis of humanity! I talk to them and I feel for them and then I feel very angry. All their money cannot buy them the confidence of love and sex, not sex but love combined with sex. They hurt, they are afraid like baby deer in a deep forest. 'They will not want me', they say 'They will want younger women'. For all their capability, in that department they are both innocent and hopeless. They crave attention. They yearn for a man to be interested in them. I encourage them over the phone and shake with fury at a society that made them this way. It is not one woman, it is many. There is also the odd man who also has lost his confidence. It is not only women, but it is mainly women.

There was a debate on BBC Radio 4's 'Woman's Hour' this morning about certain daily papers being pornographic. Mentioned were The Sport, Daily Star and not as heavy the well known Sun. Apparently when men are shown half naked on billboards there is an outcry of complaints from guess who? Men of course! Then their are the world cup babes - Keep out of the Loos Vicky and Sock it to em Cheryl! Shown more on the TV during the England Matches than the actual players! As the world cup club babes parade the 50 something woman, the dating agency maybe, act tough, goes on holiday to the Bahamas or wherever, takes part in plays, attends committee meetings, sees friends and feels rejected by men for love. A reject flesh pot despite films like Calendar Girls. One lady who was straight was seriously considering looking for women instead to love her and need her, but I pointed out it would still be the same as being with a man, disagreements, feelings etc.

Why is this mentioned on the black gaslight? Well because as my mother used to say 'All cats are grey at night'. Truth is ladies, in the dark it really doesn't matter. Turn off the lights and you are the only sex pot Diva that really matters. In my experience beauty doesn't necessarily give you a good time. Many of the men who lust after little flesh pots will not be getting the good time they will have you believe. My mother used to say that the most sexual man was the one who sat at a desk all day conserving his energy. He may be the little clerk pen pusher or computer tapper in glasses. She said that the hunky body builders with rippling muscles or the building site worker type may look sexual but was not necessarily so. I know this is true. Be a grey cat at night ladies, walk in the dark power of the gaslight. Have respect ladies and however many knock backs you have get up and do it again. You owe it to your own self in this world.

Wednesday, June 21, 2006


Tonight we burn dark and low. Some of our feeder sites from Communigate have been removed. It seems that certain figures at Communigate cannot stand the impact of our sites and would try to harm them. The power of the Black Gaslight shall overcome them. The flame burns with the true power of the black light.

Saturday, June 17, 2006


Sex - the obsession of millions/natural function. How would you feel if you could have mind blowing orgasms without touching yourself or without the help of anyone else? How liberated and satisfied would you feel if you could have hard-core sex without any physical touch to your sensitive areas, or without any imagining of sexual rituals? What is you could orgasm while on the bus? Would you call it spirit sex or personal control? I am writing a book on this currently. Believe me, it is quite a phenomena.

Monday, May 22, 2006


Because the Society of the Black Gaslight intends to make itself public, to protect ourselves from misconception we include a link to a British Act of Parliament which protects even Satanic values that are extremely misunderstood.

Satanism is a very misunderstood religion, which tends to be the dumping ground for all perceived wrongs. Prove who caused good and who caused evil? Surely it is mankind all the time. What about the time before the Ice Age? What about original man? What about the burial that occured before the Ice Age in a cave - the man with an Ochre coloured shell necklace? Who was the god of the dinosaurs? Who was god when creatures such as the brachiosaurus lived? Where was the good and evil then? Who was their god? Think about it.

see Racial and Religious Hatred Act 2006

I just have to say I really love the 2006 Eurovision Song Contest winner entiltled 'Hard Rock Hallelujah' from Finnish band, Lordi. I can't really say as a rule that I'm anybody's fan. I don't go for hero worship of bands or actors, I never have. I think you have to act like a star yourself everyday, believe in your own personal abilities to create, not worship others unless you genuinely enjoy the entertainment they give you. However, all that said, I really, really like this track, it is very well worth a listen and yes, I have to say it is rather brilliant and a definite deserved winner - hence being mentioned by the Black Gaslight. Yes really good.

see 'Hard Rock Hallelujah'

Sunday, May 21, 2006


What is a confession. Confession is supposed to be good for the soul, but is it really just a transference of perceived guilt? Some people after all, just love to be guilty, but when it all gets a bit too much, hey tell someone relieve it in the the host like they are an emotional toilet, then you must be good again,right? Well, in truth that is up to the individual. Life is all in the mind.

Anyway here we get on to the true meaning of love. Now 'Love' is a much publicised 'must have' for many a nation. What though if you don't actually care if someone loves you or not? Or if anyone loves you or not?Have you surpassed 'love' in the scheme of things? Could love be evil in some scenarios?The answer is 'Yes' love can be very evil.

Take me, A neighbour once pretended to be sexually attracted to me. He kissed my hand, fussed me up and talked to me. I fell in love with him. The neighbour did unspeakably cruel things to me. I continued to love him in abject purity of love. I loved him so much that the sadistic, evil things he did made no difference. Amor Omina Vinct-Love conquers all. But I got fed up with this groveling love, to be repaid only in cruelty and sadism from him and his friends. I was getting nothing back for my feelings except sadism.

Since I prefer to be the dominatrix of the piece, I was getting no fun at all. So I officially give everything he gave me back to him. I return every action, thought and feeling he had for me back to him. I return it on the ether, I return it in the air. I return it on the wings of Mercury it is only fair. Everything he did thought and caused to me I now send him it all back. I want him no more, not now, not forever, not never, not his key, this is my will so mote it be.

Thursday, May 04, 2006


I had a 'meeting of minds', that is, I joined with another medium or psychic to give extra power. The room always went freezing cold. My psychic partner was in London so it was a phone connection however it was an interesting experience. There are some things though. Yes, I saw the candles again and smelled the incense. It always happens. There is a lighted pool of candles set in thick incense. I can always see them. They come from another time. What can I do? Once my then partner modelled the Montague Summers (see the Peter Underwood book) anti-vampire talisman from the book, my son fell on some wooden model stakes that afternoon at school and got a stake mark on his back. I quickly threw away the model anti vampire talisman, what was wrong with us?

Some years later I developed panic disorder. One thing was I hated crosses and churches and had to go to the other side of the road rather than go past one. I eventually made myself be able to wear crosses again and walk past churches, but what was wrong with me? Crosses always seemed unlucky for us. When we wore them we got trouble. The Hand of Fatima, a talisman that protected my father through out the second world war produced the same problem. They seemed to work in reverse. We got bad luck if we wore them. Were we freaks? Who knows, but you have to go with the flow don't you? Or do you? I'm not sure really.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006


Perhaps you would think that there is no place for the Black Gaslight at Easter. However, as we believe that the way forward and true key to being an accepted religion and/or philosophy is tolerance of other belief systems. Easter is named after the Goddess of Rebirth, Eostre. That may greatly surprise some people but it is true. Breaking out from the egg is a symbol of rebirth, of being renewed. However you interpret that and in whatever way, it can only be good for you.

I have been looking for a goat necklace. The symbol I thought of was a benign goat necklace, a pleasant picture issuing no threat in appearance. Why is that? Because we need to show that there is no threat, that if someone is evil they are evil no matter what religion they choose to follow and that they have to accept responsibility for that evil themselves. It is the person that is evil and they cannot hide behind any Deity for their behaviour in any way. Yet they do, don't they? We deserve acceptance as a mainstream religion with full respect to the Goat. Not by fear, or shame, or sensationalism, but by showing that the Goat is well worth following as a sensible option to other religions.

Saturday, March 25, 2006


The Sacred Order of the Black Gaslight

The 13 Principles of expanded belief are as follows:

1. To care really matters. Care only in darkness never in light.

2. Love is very important. Love is encompassing of true dark knowledge.

3. True strength lies in removing true weakness.

4. Use the Inner Space of unique true perception to remove enemies.

5. You will know when you have found profound truth.

6. Sacred and Profane strength will drive away blight and stupidity.

7. What is meant to be will get there in the end, but if you really need to change the course of the river, then do so and do not feel guilt.

8. Do not love the neighbour who cannot love you.

9. Only give trust to those who pass your personal test to deserve it.

10. There are many 'snakes in the grass' so walk on concrete or tarmac instead unless you can avoid the snakes.

11. Stick to your goals, they give you self respect and meaning.

12. Respect others, unless they give you genuine cause not to. This saves you time and energy in your infinity of being.

13. Always love and believe in yourself, but totally respect, without reservation the Dark Force of Truth and Infinity.

These are the first lores of the Order of the Black Gaslight.

Hello. In the darkness there is always light. Lucifer means light. So you will always have the necessary light in the dark. When in deep water become a diver. Consider the uses of adversity. This week I have smoked out enemies like smoked kippers and smoked salmon. I have turned the tables, so to speak. They are now on the back foot. I am doing as I said I would, chasing them like the mangey curs that they are. I can only say that is because I found the good sense of The Black Gaslight. Yet maybe I should ignore them still. I have received so much good sense since turning to the Path of The Black Gaslight, the left hand path of truth and the beauty of real enlightenment, truth and wisdom.

Wednesday, March 15, 2006


The secret of your current existence is in your past lives. The point is, what you did in the past can influence your current existence. No not in a Karma way. Many people don't believe in all that stuff and there is no real evidence to support it. If that was the case than everybody has been set up. We don't know what we did in other lives so it isn't fair that we should be held responsible. Unless we knew from birth what we were supposed to have done, then we could never put it right. It's like telling someone to collect water in a bucket full of holes. Like in the film 'Running Man' you would never have a fair chance. It's lop-sided thinking, a kind of automatic badness. If you have amnesia, you don't know your identity, you become a new person. If you are born a new person and have no knowledge of past lives, then it is not fair you are punished (or punish yourself) for something you can't remember doing. It is simple logic. It is better to say don't accept that blame. You are as good as the next man.

Dion Fortune wrote many unusual works. They really bring out the feel of the 1920's and 1930's. She could probably have written Agatha Christie type novels if she had a mind to do so. Because they are occult works her skills as an actual writer go unnoticed. Her books have a hidden kick. She captures the time perfectly in her writing. Some may think it very old fashioned but there were obviously many weird and wonderful goings on in the first half of the 20th Century.

Saturday, March 11, 2006


I sometimes do mediumship during the night hours. Yes I have a full array of cards, stones, runes and many many other methods of divination, but mediumship is different. Here is something that is very different. Let us not split hairs on whether it is true or not. Let us say for the sake of argument that mediums talk to people on one of the more easily accessible astral plains.

Then there is supposed to be the Dustbin Plain the Lower Astral, filled with undesirables of all kinds. But what about pre-man? In one session in January 2006, I became a crocodile. A crocodile wearing a crown. I hissed and snapped and delivered my message as a crocodile. Then I became a brachiosaurus and could see the land I lived in then. The creature mentioned 'stones'. On a visit to a local museum house two days later there was an exhibition of prehistoric stones and creatures. I saw a little model of the long necked creature I had perceived and bought it. He is sitting on the computer stand watching me as I type this, the little model of a brachiosaurus. I got to thinking, what religion was there then? Why don't mediums ever go back back back, beyond humans like I did? Then I thought do these creatures inhabit the lower Astral. However nothing I looked up showed that they did and why should they anyway?

What if we have miscalculated? What if religion started back in the Cretaceous period or before? What if its not just humans and well known animals of today that have souls or group souls? What if the Universal Energy is much greater and much wider and spans much longer than you would believe possible? The experience drained me so much I was almost ill. I was so drained I thought Oh No! I woke up an hour after going to bed and just watched the dawn traffic going past out of the window. My son, acting as the Receiver had terrible nose bleeds for the next few days as the creature had taken his energy too. Then I got flu again really badly.

After a trip to a nearby supermarket in another town, I got on the bus. It was dark. Suddenly, I felt the Crocodile coming back. I felt myself as a crocodile sitting on the bus seat wearing a crown. Was this Shamanism? What was going on? I checked the internet that night for 'king crocodiles' it was inconclusive. The crocodile was wearing a crown. Was he the Egyptian crocodile god? I don't know. Maybe he was symbolic. Who were the gods of pre-history? Why don't mediums go back beyond the landscape of people to somewhere else? I'll tell you its not compatible, a human being a lizard! It's too draining.

There is one other thing. There is one particular person who did me a very great wrong. Oh, not a lover kind of thing, not at all, although he intimated deliberately and to cause ultimate harm, that he was interested. I was determined this person would not get away with the horrible, truly vile thing he did to me, but when I attempt to pick up from his picture, I can get nothing except a strong smell of antiseptic or disinfectant. I knowingly did nothing to him and yet for some reason he hated me, with hatred bad enough to try to ruin me and yet I did not even know him prior to 2003 when my son took on a flat above his. I don't know why he did what he did or what malicious kick it gave him. But I intend to find out but not at the risk to myself or anyone else.

May the Black Gaslight Protect me, guide me with the Black Light of Wisdom and show me The Black Lighted path of Protection. May the beautiful self belief of the black light show me what to do.

Thursday, March 09, 2006


Hello

Every Respect to the Black Flame. Nothing makes me turn to this now but I do of my own volition. I have learned so much in so short a time. I originally studied Satanism many years ago back in 1977. But the writings of Anton LaVey had so much sense. I was freed from personal trauma. No other belief had been able to help me in any way. I still respect these beliefs but they could not help me personally.

The past few weeks I was even beginning to reject the Goat. I thought, 'here we go again', nothing, no name change even, could stop me getting the same old bad end of the stick. But then I remembered, I had to try for me as was the Satanic lore of self protection. The other night I wanted to self harm, but I could not because I had to love my physical body and although (as self harmers will know) I missed the fetish release of tension that comes with self harming, I could not hurt one single hair on my body, as I was compelled to honour it with love as is the Decree of the Lord of this World. In this way it is very positive and helpful.

Wednesday, March 01, 2006


Tolerant Satanism. Even the words appear taboo and frightening. It is OK to do terrible things in the name of God, but hey, Satanism has to be bad hasn't it? Fact - No it hasn't. Satanism has been given a bad name. There are plenty of evil people around who claim to worship God and do terrible things using God as an excuse.

It is very weird, that Satan, who is totally unassuming next to the trappings assigned to God, always gets all the blame. Even sayings like 'Go to Hell' are insulting.

Every where in the world people are committing horrible crimes in the name of God, or hallucinated good. Vile, horrible things. These people believe sincerely they are committing these acts for a better world for themselves or because their perception of who God is has been insulted.

Yet Satan is always blamed for just about every little petty wrong and any one who declares openly that the are a Satanist is subjected to abuse by society. What hypocrisy is this? How can this still be allowed when so many crimes are committed world-wide in the name of God?

Satanists should be allowed to worship freely along side other religions under the Human Rights Act 1998. Satanism is not responsible for perverts, they are found in ALL religions. It is wrong and unjust to blame Satan for those people who in any religion would need medical help.

It is too easy to insult that which out of habit is wrongly taboo, when it has done nothing wrong, whilst all the while horrible crimes are committed in the name of that which is supposedly right. Amazingly, the world puts up with this and continues to insult Satan who has done the least wrong of any religion.

If a person dares to proudly claim they are a Satanist, in many gatherings they would be shunned. They would be thought to be bad parents for example, whilst the Christian or other religion pervert was ignored. Satanism is never considered 'normal' no matter how 'good' anyone is.

Isn't this wrong in the 21st century? Shouldn't progressive enlightenment tell us that Satan cannot be blamed for the evils of man if that man choses to be evil? Satan is not evil. Man chooses in certain circumstances to be evil of his own volition. Man is often very evil in the name of God.

Satan should not be given the responsibility of blame for the warped and twisted personality of some individuals that inhabit society. Satanists, should, under the Human Rights Act 1998, be allowed to follow their religion freely and without prejudice and fear along with all other religions.

COMING SOON

A new website dedicated to the subject will be appearing soon. Check this blog for updates.

Monday, February 06, 2006


This is the odd thing. Every religion demands its rights. A good example of this is the Danish Embassy scene in Syria and the subsequent abusive activists in London. Now these gentlemen are given the right to show displeasure as what they feel is disrespect of the Prophet Muhammad, which out of respect I write in capital letters. Back in the 1980'S a Jewish newspaper printed a word which was the Jewish name for God and there was trouble as it was seen as disrespect. Now in any democratic society, isn't it time that Satan was showed the same kind of respect? Bearing in mind the atrocious evil acts frequently committed in the name of God/Allah, isn't it about time that Satanism was given a chance in a democratic society and within Human Rights to stand and be given the same sort of respect afforded to the other deities? It is now more than obvious that Satan is not responsible for the worlds atrocities - but organised mainstream religious groups seem to use every excuse to harm and hurt others in the name of God?!Even the tit for tat abuse of those deliberately producing literature offensive to another religion could be seen as a kind of world harm. Yet then, all these people have the out and out cheek to call Satanism a wicked religion! What kind of twisted logic is this?

Tuesday, January 24, 2006


We are very pleased with the progress we have made. We are happy with the results. We actually feel extremely positive and secure. In fact as I write this now I feel totally excited. We know we are on the right track. We can feel and know our success and feel our roots deep in the security of the right belief on the so called Left Hand Path.

Thursday, January 19, 2006


Something very strange happened a few days ago. I can't discuss the contents of what occurred but we were very drained by it and are still recovering from it. We do intend to use some of what we learned if we can utilize it effectively. Lets just say it came from a long way away. It was another close call but then these things always are close calls. People don't really have control over it. They think they have, but they just don't have the control they think they do. What happened was certainly not standard format stuff. In fact I couldn't find it mentioned anywhere on the internet when I checked to see if it had ever happened to anyone else. It was a cause for concern.

Saturday, January 14, 2006


The High Priest and High Priestess of the Black Gaslight thank our Guide Domino for his help and information that he provided to us and we will act according to his instructions. The Order of the Black Gaslight is now officially in operation.

Thursday, January 12, 2006


The Human Rights Act 1998 gives people the right to worship who they please. In main stream religious programmes Paganism and Satanism never gets a look in. However the British navy allowed a man who described himself as a Satanist to give an address.

Unfortunately a lot of Christianity today gives nerds, dweebs, dorks and the like the chance to get a foothold and give religion a bad name. They call Christianity not drinking and not having carnal relations before marriage. They call their own prudishness by the name of religion.

My brother was a Christian. Not a nerd, dweeb, or freak. He drank, smoked and had loads of girlfriends. He came in at 5am on Sunday morning and left for church at 8.30am without breakfast as no one was supposed to eat before church. My brother was a choirboy who later became Crucifer, walking behind the preacher with the cross. My brother was considering becoming a vicar. That was what he wanted to do as a career.

The reverend left our parish and moved down south. My brother went to his new home on a visit. To cut a long story short the vicar who my brother believed to be a devout man attempted to sexually molest him on the visit, despite his wife being on the premises. My brother was so shocked that he changed completely. From attending church several times a week, he hardly set foot in a church again for the rest of his life. The dirty vicar ruined him. He turned from a kind caring person in to a spiteful malicious, money grabbing and very devious and cunning man. How good was that?

At least Satanism doesn't pretend to be what it is not. Every religion is a haven for mental cases and schizophrenics to spurt rubbish and hide behind their problems.

Satanism does not lie. It does not pretend to be what it is not. It does not make false promises. Satanism tells you to love yourself. Not be greedy just to love you as you are. To make yourself in to a force to be reckoned with. Not to encroach on to anothers patch unless invited. So many lies are associated with the religion. It has been made in to a dumping ground for lies and negativity that do not exist. It cannot be held responsible for the depravity of certain individuals who would use the name of any deity they thought fit to commit sick acts. They are just that - sick.

Satanism shows the truth of hypocrisy in the world today in its full light. Vile acts committed in the name of God! And yet Satanism is supposed to be so bad, has to carry the can for depravity that is so openly practiced by other so called Godly religions! How many sacrifices do so called Godly bombers make? How wicked truly are these people who do these evil things in the name of God. Yet Satanism is reviled by many as despicable. What warped truth there is in the world.