All hail to the Black Gaslight and to the ever present Power of The Goat. Always the good sense of The Goat is with me. I have realised the power of The Self. The Great Amazement of the human body and its creation. In always aspiring to the Spiritual, many people miss the power of the Physical. Surely, to truly honour The Spiritual, one must also truly honour the Physical? The incredible likeness of being or some such thing? As charity begins at home, does not the true worship of all things begin with that which has the ability to worship them, the physical vehicle and the mind, the supersonic brain? Is that not the obvious answer to a thousand unanswered questions? Is not our physical presence on earth the most important point of equivocal focus for a million spiritual experiences? Therefore why is Goat Power so insulted and maligned when it is really the pure truth and the fulcrum of all extensions of existence both physical AND Spiritual? As a person observes the brightness of the sun and moon from their physical safe stance and viewpoint upon earthly soil, terra firma, so one has the opportunity to experience spirituality through the workings of the physical brain using that physical brain as a medium for this accomplishment ie the physical as a tool for the spiritual, but co-existing, one helping the the other to a possible greater evolution. Thus the physical is a very much needed starting point for all things on earth from a people point of view, to reach human spirituality as a possible further step. But the physical is needed in order for the perception of spirituality as we know it to become complete.

The darkness was with me when I went out last Friday. It was so easy. I knew what Crowley and La Vey must have have felt. I had changed suppliers and it felt good. Good but souless, for I loved someone else still and I had no idea where they were.But everyone I spoke to responded to me as I would have wished. However, though I walked in The Dark Power of the Goat I felt total sadness. Three years of change but no sadistic pathetic abuse could remove my feelings. Forever in this half light. Oh desire, the ashes and the fire etc. All praise to the Goat. Several issues, my brother may need help and also I still love someone who was happy to try to destroy me, yet no one matches up to him. What should I do?

In recent days past I have kept in my mind the words of Anton LaVey from 'The Satanic Bible' and 'The Satanic Witch'. I keep copies of both near me at all times. It is sound common sense.

To be honest, Anton LayVey could have been a psychologist. It's not about majick, or good, or evil its just plain common sense for everyday living. It's not scary. It's profound good stuff. It doesn't tell you what you should believe, just makes suggestions.

I don't follow all of it I freely admit. There is some stuff in it I don't like but I pick out the relevant bits for myself. It has helped me a great deal. When I have felt frightened or lost I have thought of the sound common sense of these Books and they have kept me going. Sometimes I have strayed off the Path or thought things too bad even to encompass Black Gas light beliefs. But I have always found encouragement to keep trying and try try again here. I personally have never found anything quite so inspirational.

Hello from the Gaslight. One always feel that one has to turn back to the world view of the Goat, no matter how far off the mark, on occasion, one may stray. The Goat has a sensibility not shown by other presentations, there is a truthfulness there, a non hypocritical solidarity. It is true that once you show any interest in this philosophy it will alter you perception of other people and also your place in life. The Goat philosopy shows you how to have faith in yourself and utilise your own dormant earth power, feelings and beliefs.

All hail to the Gaslight Black.

In the year since I started writing this blog, I would say the philosophy of the Goat helped me enormously. I am not by nature a mean person and find it incredibly hard to be selfish. I sometimes get a perverse enjoyment from doing things for other people, but now I understand that this is not permissable unless it helps me too. I suppose I've gone a bit soft again in certain areas and have allowed some people to use me. I am endeavouring to put a stop to this but I am fighting my nature so at the moment a bit of an internal struggle is going on. The trouble is, I can see beauty even in dark mean streets. I can love the black stone, shiny rain on a dark wet night.

I am having a terrible battle with myself at the moment because I have become nocturnal. I love the night. Yesterday as it is now we stayed up all night, went to the supermarket first thing in the morning then drank brandies whilst getting ready for bed at about 10.00 am. Even the aqueous daylight seemed pleasant then, the brandy glass by the shower door glowing a pleasant warm amber, the cigarette packet full with the cigarettes deliberately denied the previous day (as I restrict how many I smoke!). The morning was a glowing cool green as I leisurely downed another glowing brandy and smoked another cigarette before finally going to bed, my jobs completed, ready to awake to the soft golden glowing lamp in the majestic full body of darkness. What happiness and bliss! How truly fulfilling that which is the cult of the dark...to awake once more.